Had sex again tonight. Good stuff.
I actually took her by the hand shortly after getting home from work and took her the way she wanted to be. Basically forced her into the bedroom, threw her down on the bed and got on top of her and rubbed and kissed her and shooshed her whenever she'd protested, pushed her back down whenever she'd try to get up, which she didn't do very forcefully.
By the time I got her clothes off, she was soaking wet. She gets very, very, very wet, but usually it's after we've started active foreplay like oral or toys. This time, by the time I went down on her I was in heaven with her taste and smell. Huge turn-on.
She got to the point where she almost came from oral, then she made me stop and pushed me down and rode me. I eventually finished her off doggie style and came on her ass.
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Sunday, May 4, 2008
Can't compete with HBO
So tonight we went over her friend's new place. She had complained to Comcast about her bill, and they gave her all kinds of discounts.
So my girlfriend got it in her head to do the same thing tonight. It did work, but now we have HBO included in our cable for the next year.
So she's watching HBO, and I'm certain that I won't be able to pull her off of it now.
She didn't work today, and we did spend most of the day together. Just not actually doing much of anything. She wants a vacation, she wants a new car, she wants all these things.
All I want is to be close with her. Sex, days in the park, conversation. It's so frustrating. I feel like I can't say anything without being accusing.
It's especially frustrating because we haven't had sex in over a week, and I just got done editing porn.
I run an adult website, and a big part of that is watching and editing content. So I just got done watching porn for literally hours on end, not masturbating, and now I'm going to go to bed to probably not have sex with my hot girlfriend.
My life's peachy, thanks for asking.
Edit:
My doom and gloom was premature. We wound up having sex that night. I went to bed, and couldn't sleep, so finally aproached her. Go me.
So my girlfriend got it in her head to do the same thing tonight. It did work, but now we have HBO included in our cable for the next year.
So she's watching HBO, and I'm certain that I won't be able to pull her off of it now.
She didn't work today, and we did spend most of the day together. Just not actually doing much of anything. She wants a vacation, she wants a new car, she wants all these things.
All I want is to be close with her. Sex, days in the park, conversation. It's so frustrating. I feel like I can't say anything without being accusing.
It's especially frustrating because we haven't had sex in over a week, and I just got done editing porn.
I run an adult website, and a big part of that is watching and editing content. So I just got done watching porn for literally hours on end, not masturbating, and now I'm going to go to bed to probably not have sex with my hot girlfriend.
My life's peachy, thanks for asking.
Edit:
My doom and gloom was premature. We wound up having sex that night. I went to bed, and couldn't sleep, so finally aproached her. Go me.
Saturday, May 3, 2008
5/3
So this is technically posting on 5/4 because it's after midnight here.
It's Saturday, so I didn't have to get up for work today. So we're lying in bed, and I',m trying to cuddle. No dice. She gets up and hops on ebay.
All day before she has to go to work at 3:30 - Nothing. She just sat watching TV all day. When I did go to kiss her, she rejected my advances and kind of just sucked on my tongue, or lied there, goofing around. Ugh, thanks.
She came home from work, and we did shower together. Hope!
But the shower came and went, no interest what so ever.
She got out of the shower and decided to start playing online poker. Now I'm posting this. About to go to bed. I wonder how long I can hold out.
Okay, so blog readers probably have two obvious questions right now:
1) Why don't I make the first move?
Because I did that for months and months. And all it got me was lots of rejection, and more frustration, and frankly guilt.
I want to see if not pressuring her makes any difference.
2) Why not just jerk off and leave the poor girl alone if she doesn't want it? Stop obsessing over it!
She doesn't like that/ She likes for me to cum quick when we do have sex. It's an ego thing for her, it makes her feel good. I often have trouble getting off quick even if it's been a while. If it hasn't been a while, forget it. I can go all night if I want.
Secondly, I don't *want* to. I want to hold out for her. I just wish she wanted to...
It's Saturday, so I didn't have to get up for work today. So we're lying in bed, and I',m trying to cuddle. No dice. She gets up and hops on ebay.
All day before she has to go to work at 3:30 - Nothing. She just sat watching TV all day. When I did go to kiss her, she rejected my advances and kind of just sucked on my tongue, or lied there, goofing around. Ugh, thanks.
She came home from work, and we did shower together. Hope!
But the shower came and went, no interest what so ever.
She got out of the shower and decided to start playing online poker. Now I'm posting this. About to go to bed. I wonder how long I can hold out.
Okay, so blog readers probably have two obvious questions right now:
1) Why don't I make the first move?
Because I did that for months and months. And all it got me was lots of rejection, and more frustration, and frankly guilt.
I want to see if not pressuring her makes any difference.
2) Why not just jerk off and leave the poor girl alone if she doesn't want it? Stop obsessing over it!
She doesn't like that/ She likes for me to cum quick when we do have sex. It's an ego thing for her, it makes her feel good. I often have trouble getting off quick even if it's been a while. If it hasn't been a while, forget it. I can go all night if I want.
Secondly, I don't *want* to. I want to hold out for her. I just wish she wanted to...
Intro to my blog
Well, I've been meaning to start a blog about this for a while now.
Start a blog about what you ask?
Good question.
My sex life, or lack there of.
I have a girlfriend, but she never seems to be in the mood any more. We've been together almost a year, but sex just hasn't been there for a while now. I'd estimate two to three times a month is average.
Which leads me back to the point: This blog is to track my sex life, so I can know for sure.
It's the result of three things, really:
1) The fact that I'm sex-obsessed (some would say addicted).
2) The fact that I'm currently
3) The fact that I'm obsessive about organizing and sorting and catagorizing things.
So, yeah.
Welcome to my blog?
Start a blog about what you ask?
Good question.
My sex life, or lack there of.
I have a girlfriend, but she never seems to be in the mood any more. We've been together almost a year, but sex just hasn't been there for a while now. I'd estimate two to three times a month is average.
Which leads me back to the point: This blog is to track my sex life, so I can know for sure.
It's the result of three things, really:
1) The fact that I'm sex-obsessed (some would say addicted).
2) The fact that I'm currently
3) The fact that I'm obsessive about organizing and sorting and catagorizing things.
So, yeah.
Welcome to my blog?
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