Can't compete with HBO

So tonight we went over her friend's new place. She had complained to Comcast about her bill, and they gave her all kinds of discounts.

So my girlfriend got it in her head to do the same thing tonight. It did work, but now we have HBO included in our cable for the next year.

So she's watching HBO, and I'm certain that I won't be able to pull her off of it now.

She didn't work today, and we did spend most of the day together. Just not actually doing much of anything. She wants a vacation, she wants a new car, she wants all these things.

All I want is to be close with her. Sex, days in the park, conversation. It's so frustrating. I feel like I can't say anything without being accusing.

It's especially frustrating because we haven't had sex in over a week, and I just got done editing porn.

I run an adult website, and a big part of that is watching and editing content. So I just got done watching porn for literally hours on end, not masturbating, and now I'm going to go to bed to probably not have sex with my hot girlfriend.

My life's peachy, thanks for asking.


Edit:

My doom and gloom was premature. We wound up having sex that night. I went to bed, and couldn't sleep, so finally aproached her. Go me.